i spend WAY too much time there. i believe that
contributes greatly to my loneliness. i isolate myself
inside my thoughts and allow no one in.


that word again. a balance between all the things in my
life is my goal. play and work. good and realistic.

when i post i get lost in the words. glenn, who's sitting
at the next desk over, talks to me and half of me half
listens and keeps a wide angle eye out for something
important said or done, but mostly it drifts over me and
i don't have to come out of the words until they're finished
with me.

so it's like that offline, too. i get lost inside the stuff in my
head and don't see the smile or hear the "hi!".

Goal for today: Get out of your head, denise!


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